God did not make becoming His child complicated. All you need to do is to know that you need Jesus and His sacrifice for your sins, make a commitment to turn away from doing things your way, and make Him the Boss of your life. Then just receive His free gift of eternal life. Pretty simple, huh? You don’t need to “get better” to receive His grace — He will do that as you grow in your relationship with Him.
Jesus loves you — He proved it by dying a terrible and undeserved death for you. You can trust Him to have your best interests in His heart. Won’t you give yourself to Him right now? You will never regret that you did.